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♥ Y-A-N-A
A jist of me.
Mostly known as Y-A-N-A. Judge me only when you know me, for what u seen from the outside might differ once you know me on the inside.
4:08 PM
Friday, August 01, 2008
I so hate, hate, hatee staring at the PC screen and go blank. My brain starts thinking as early as when i'm taking my morning shower. Organizing stuff, prioritizing the orders, errands to run during lunch and so on. But once i log in to my PC in office... kaaputtt... my brain juz goes blank! Poouufff.... :S
This week really hasn't been too good of a week. I seemed so restless and every single thing i do doesn't gimme the kinda satisfaction i normally got back. Gettin' good feedbacks, the feeling of rubbing my hand in glee & heaving the sigh of relief... nilche!!! Be it at work, with love or at home, there'll surely be smthing not right in all i do. Even my other half's feeling the tinge of it i guess. His says & actions that has always makes my day (otherwise passes off to irritates me most of the time) tis time round I've took it seriously and put him at guilt.
Tis weeks's also i think is one of the longest week i've had. Normally, i'll be the more bubbly one at work, couldn't get my ass to sit down quietly & always moving around to entertain the rest. I am totally the opposite of wat i usually am. Tired & down. Haizzz... hopefully next week's gonna be a much better week.
And come to think of it, its already august!!! My god!! Comes 08/08/08 (nice number i know), its time to blow the candle off again baybeh!! Two big & three small candles coming in tis time. Alhamdulillah... gettin' a year older. Hopefully its gonna make me wiser & more mature. So much to look forward to tis coming year but surprise, surprise tis time round i ain't really counting down to my birthday lyk i normally do.